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|  The Daily Ramblings
After the disasterous presentation, i've tried my best to get over it although i'm very very worried with the outcome. Anyway, thanks to my friends/ family for spending thier time comforting me..I guess i should be happy because its finally over.
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| I nvr have a bad crit for studio presentation since ages ago and i CAN'T believe its back and i am furious about it. I'd put and force myself to push through throughout the sem n this kind of SH*T is all i got? I was told to express my work diagramatically clearly n thats wut i did..in the end, i was told my architecural body is under developed. I was sooo devastated because all the while i was wasting my time on something that i was told to develope in. Now i'm in the midst of confusion and depression. I'm really worried if I failed my studio...if that is really the case, i won't be able to get into pre major next year and this also means that i'll need to retake my studio.I'm really praying that is not gonna be the case...I really hope my effort for my final project is appreciated in my folio and at least grant me a pass....
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| The Daily Ramblings
Muaha! I think i'll be able to sum up my studio by tomorrow and therefore, i shall have a gud rest on monday and also some time to think about wut i'm gonna talk for my presentation. I no longer care about the outcome and wut i'm really longing for is a whole damn F**king week of shopping n more shopping. I saw some irresistable temptation while walking back home from gym today..ohohohoh.
I'm started to get a bit restless thinking bout the things that i've planned to do after my studio and also back in malaysia..ngek ngek ngek, pangkor, morib, penang and all the lovely beaches...here i come to snatch your lovely marine life away.
ermm..i hope no1 in my studio class will see this embarrasing work of mine...
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| The Daily Ramblings
Blekrh...i manage to finish up my 2 A1s layout a day ahead of my planned schedule so that means i'll have an extra day to work on my last A1s sheet which gonna take a aged to finish up coz its all about the plans and sections. I'd got a mix feeling that my project isn't goin to be great because of both external and internal factors. One of the main factor is also because of my work thats being quite arbitary. It's especially hard for me coz this is the 1st time i'm dealing with a whole lots of abstraction and collective planning that i'm not familar with. All along i was working with site issues and understanding of literal planning. I guess one of the reasons that's taking my interest away is this whole thing of this weird planning that's totally conflicting with my way of dealing with logical issues.
The biggest problem for me is not this. I don mind working and finishing off wut i need to do but wut really worries me is that i'm not at level 6 or 7. I'm now at level 8 which is in the highest level and also the final level in design studio (Theres level 6and 7 students in my class) and this means, the expectation from the tutor towards me is exceptional high and if my work is not convincing enough, i might be facing a whole lot of shits (failing). I don wanna force myself too hard but at the same time i don wanna waste a single time.
Excerpts from my work...
Lets talk about something else...woohoo...another 17 days and i'm gonna say bye bye to melb for 3 months. I'm not sure wut i'm gonna do back home but i'm gonna spent every seconds filling up my time with things i've always wanted to do back home (re-setting my marine tank, yum cha, fishing, shopping, meeting up with my pals/the ling and of course...filling my stomach with fooodsss)
Ermm...i'm currently hooked to this song by late Anita Mui
IF I'm not wrong the meaning of the song is something like we just love way v want and push aside the negative perspective from the rest coz people are just jealous. Maybe i can dedicate this song to The Ling.
It sounds a bit similar to Sandy Lam's Wildflower and i think the main reason is because they're both composed by Dick Lee ( He is now one of the judges in Singapore Idol)
如 夜
作 曲 / 編 曲 : DICK LEE / 填 詞 : 潘 源 良
你 於 身 邊 走 過
讓 我 不 經 意 看 到 你
眼 光 中 都 知 道
將 發 生 的 再 不 退 避
潛 伏 已 久 的 愛
又 再 點 起 太 多 希 冀
明 日 沒 有 再 會 期
更 加 沒 顧 忌
人 如 夜 夜 原 是 奧 秘
情 如 夢 夢 原 是 不 羈
就 算 得 一 晚 熱 戀
都 當 共 你 一 生 一 世 一 起
明 晨 路 路 途 沒 有 你
緣 如 霧 霧 原 是 依 稀
讓 我 都 不 悔 當 初
因 我 共 你 實 在
曾 是 最 真 最 美
這 一 刻 親 親 你
讓 你 呼 吸 我 的 空 氣
這 一 刻 捉 緊 你
彷 似 捉 緊 了 天 與 地
別 說 對 跟 不 對
沒 有 真 心 那 有 真 理
別 理 世 間 怎 麼 說
人 原 是 妒 忌
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6medR7sO1Dg
(the mv of the song)
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| The Daily Ramblings
Today has been kind to me for at least once in a while. I'm having my portfolio presentation in the noon and this is something that i really need to work hard on coz the verbal presentation is part of the overall assessment. I'd been practising my speech since yesterday night and thank God for giving me the blessings. Although i was nervous at 1st but i manage to deliver my speech to the panels smoothly. At 1st I thought i'll be severly grilled for being unclear about what i'm trying to say but I was quite surprised when the panels told me that they were impressed by both my portfolio and my speech.
I'm happy enough to get through my portfolio and my tech proj smoothly coz this is wut i'm hoping for. I need to get at least distinction for this 2 subjects coz i don't think theres any hope for a distinction for design studio anymore after getting grilled by my tutor from yesterday's feedback. Final presentation for studio is just merely 2 weeks away and at the mo, i'm still left hanging in mid air. BUT still, i'll do my best coz a pass is more than enough to make my day.
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